dreamt

i kept dreaming of you the past two days
n just been told you were back around a fortnight ago
why now?
i could still feel the pain
why do i still feel it?
why?
why again?
why?
why cant i hate you?
why?
why wont you come clean?
why?
why wont you let my heart be at ease?
why?
why wont you let me disappear with a peaceful mind?
why?
why wont you answer me?
please
just answer me
please
stop hurting me with your silence
please
i beg you