Foolish

I cant help but be foolish.
Around those who are not even
In any of my circle of interest
Cant be another one of that rebound phase
Ive had enough of those.
But then whhhhyyy do I have to go and
Get involved with something like this.
Its a waste of time and energy and precious fragile feelings.
Get over it h.
You're better and tougher than this.

but i guess we'll never know

would you take the chance and make the change

something i should do without

remember

Why

Why can't I not need you like you don't need me

replaced by gushing tears.

been laughing while reading all the old conversations in yahoo messanger
but then the date 24 Jun 2011 came up
and the simple words of
 'i miss you so much'
in the very first sentence that you wrote
tore my heart.

as this wounded heart and soul
quickly registered those 5 words,
it felt the very sentence you wrote.

this heart misses
it's long lost pieces.

any remains of my laughter,
now replaced by gushing tears.

addicted

cant stop listening.

You've read the books,

You've watched the shows,

What's the best way no one knows, yeah,

Meditate, get hypnotized.

Anything to take from your mind.

But it won't go, ohhhh ohhh

You're doing all these things out of desperation,

Ohhh ohhh,

You're going through six degrees of separation.

You hit the drink, you take a toke

Watch the past go up in smoke, yeah

Fake a smile, yeah, lie and say that,

You're better now than ever, and your life's okay

When it's not. No.

You're doing all these things out of desperation,

Ohhh ohhh,

You're going through six degrees of separation.

First, you think the worst is a broken heart

What's gonna kill you is the second part

And the third, Is when your world splits down the middle

And fourth, you're gonna think that you fixed yourself

Fifth, you see them out with someone else

And the sixth, is when you admit that you may have fucked up a little

(Oh no there ain't no help, it's every man for himself)

(No no there ain't no help, it's every man for himself)

You tell your friends, yeah, strangers too,

Anyone who'll throw an arm around you, yeah

Tarot cards

Gems and stones,

Believing all that shit is gonna heal your soul.

Well it's not, no, wohhhh

You're only doing things out of desperation,

Ohhh no,

You're goin' through six degrees of separation.

First, you think the worst is a broken heart

What's gonna kill you is the second part

And the third, Is when your world splits down the middle

And fourth, you're gonna think that you fixed yourself

Fifth, you see them out with someone else

And the sixth, is when you admit that you may have fucked up a little

No there's no starting over,

Without finding closure, you'd take them back,

No hesitation,

That's when you know you've reached the sixth degree of separation

Oh, no there's no starting over,

Without finding closure, you'd take them back,

No hesitation,

That's when you know you've reached the sixth degree of separation

First, you think the worst is a broken heart

What's gonna kill you is the second part

And the third, Is when your world splits down the middle

And fourth, you're gonna think that you fixed yourself

Fifth, you see them out with someone else

And the sixth, is when you admit that you may have fucked up a little

No, no, there ain't no help

It's every man for himself

You're goin' through six degrees of separation

No, no, there ain't no help

It's every man for himself

You're goin' through six degrees of separation

No, no, there ain't no help

It's every man for himself

something to ponder,.. or is it? #hopeless laugh

someone in that line of work posted this.
i wonder if this implies to everyone in that line of work?
#sigh


Apabila seorang pelaut jatuh cinta,
Maknanya pasangan pelaut itu mesti seorang yang
luar biasa.
Apabila seorang pelaut itu memilih pasangan,
Maknanya pasangan pelaut itu seorang yang tabah
dan setia,
Apabila seorang pelaut itu ingin berkahwin,
Maknanya pasangan pelaut itu tahu apa yang
bakal dihadapinya.
Ini kerana,
Apabila pelaut itu sudah belayar,
Pasangannya akan di tinggalkan di daratan.
Menjalani kehidupan tanpa suami atau isteri.
Membesarkan anak seorang diri.
Memikul tanggungjawab seorang diri.
Oleh itu,
jika pasangan anda seorang pelaut,
Dirinya mngambil keputusan untuk berpisah dengan
anda,
Itu tandanya,
Dia menyayangi diri anda lebih dari pengetahuan
anda.
Dia tidak mahu anda bersedih menunggu
kepulangannya.
Dia tidak mahu anda menjalani kehidupan
tanpanya.
Dia tidak mahu anda membesarkan anak seorang
diri.
Dia tidak mahu anda menyelesaikan masalah tanpa
dirinya.
Jika anda sanggup menjadi pasangan pelaut,
Maknanya,cinta anda begitu tinggi nilainya...

#copy paste.

Let me

Let me save you.
I know I can.
I know im the only one who can.
Atlease for now
Just tell me how.
Just tell me what to do.
Cause I cant save you.
If you won't show me.