rain and un-lucky-ness -.-

it has been raining since yesterday,..
non-stop..
its nice
i love rain,..
i wish it could rain till tomorrow
somehow my head n heart are at ease when it rains
its so peaceful
plus theres not so many ppl here since everybody went back home.

n recently my mind kept on replaying those old memories.
it usually does this time of year -.-
sheesh.
but at least i got something to look foward to this month.
cant wait for it
i just hope everything will go smoothly
a bit scared really
never been to anything like it
n when i go anywhere with nana it usually end up not as convenient as we planned -.-
i wonder whyyy.pfft

what is hidden?

*chuckle*
can u figure out the message hidden in my last post?
:)

too early a birthday wish

its been ages since i last check my blog. :')
so much had been happening,..
so much that i cant even mention here,..
and so,..December comes again,..
it feels like only yesterday i was contemplating bout going or not to his birthday party.
haha.
now that i look back,..
geez,.. stupid me.

anyways there are about 3 to 4 numbers that i had saved under his name =.=
i dont know which is which.

if you are reading this,..
happy becoming 21 y o big guy
may God bless
n may u lead a happy life surrounded w/ the 1 u love :)

sorry 4 the 6 day early wish.
afraid if i cant make it on time.

take care sailor