rain and un-lucky-ness -.-

it has been raining since yesterday,..
non-stop..
its nice
i love rain,..
i wish it could rain till tomorrow
somehow my head n heart are at ease when it rains
its so peaceful
plus theres not so many ppl here since everybody went back home.

n recently my mind kept on replaying those old memories.
it usually does this time of year -.-
sheesh.
but at least i got something to look foward to this month.
cant wait for it
i just hope everything will go smoothly
a bit scared really
never been to anything like it
n when i go anywhere with nana it usually end up not as convenient as we planned -.-
i wonder whyyy.pfft