The friend I need that never existed

Nobody here ever listens
They hear me
But never listens
I need you
I know you'd listen to what I have to say
I know you'd know something is up
Something is wrong
But when I finally get to talk to you
I guess I finally realized
You're not the solution too
You don't listen too
And I finally remembered
I'm alone in this world
Always have been.
Always will be.
I'll always have no one to turn to
No shoulder to cry on

Knife. An ol fav.

You touched my life
With a softness in the night
My wish was your command
Until you ran
Out of love
I tell my self I'm free
Got the change of living just for me
No need to carry on
Now that you're gone

Knife
Cuts like a knife
How will I ever heal
I'm so deeply wounded
Knife
Cuts like a knife
You cut away the heart of my life

When I pretend when I smile
To fool my dearest friends
I wonder if they know
It's just a show
I'm on a stage day or night
Through my charades
But how can I disguise
What's in my eyes
Oh oh oh oh oh ...

I try and try locking up
The pain I feel inside
The pain of wanting you
Wanting you