the moment i woke up today,
i decided to take control of my life.
i spent hours doing the first step.
but the moment i received that msg,
i cant think straight.
it slowed me down.
bummed my spirit.
tore my heart.
i need to get myself together.
but i dont know how.
no one to push me
no one to support me
no one to urge me
no one to convince me
no one to advice me
no one to lift my spirit
no one to care for me.
