old conversations

its been ages since i last open my emails and all.
what suddenly came out was our old conversations *chuckle*
it was on my birthday.but it didnt show the year.
n i didnt feel the need to check,so i didnt.
i just read them.
it seemed (from our conversation) that we were on webcams.
we chatted bout how you were jealous of the korean actors i come to love back then.
and how i tease your manboobs and you were so determined to change them to muscles
*chuckle*
you swore that you would be like dwayne by the end of your 3-year sailing period
and that you said,on our marriage night i would be hugging those tight muscled chest of yours
*laugh* cute. it was cute.
those times were. :')

it was funny. and a bit frustrating.
cause i realize,besides those out-of-the-blue sweet moments,
whenever we were on webcam/+chats,
we always argue and bickering bout the tiniest,silly-est,stupidest of things.
lol.i guess that was to be expected from two immature kids -.-

i miss you.thats a fact.
i still cant get used to the fact that you are not appearing in my dreams anymore
and its kinda weird to be dreaming of someone else now.lols
thinking back, all those old conversation,
if you could,would you take them for granted?
if you were given a choice
would you look back on them and want to re-live the happy ones.
the happy part of the past?