a friend of mine said something to me
which was somewhat surprising
cause i would never even think of it
for im scared that i will just disappoint myself
n hurt myself even more
but now that she said it,
i cant help but to ponder her thoughts
i know it will never come true
i know that i will hurt myself
i know i will never recover from it this time
but its too late
i've started thinking about it
cause its every girl's dream!
n no matter how hard i try,
now,he wont leave my mind that easily.
Lord,
what did i do to deserve such cruel punishment?
i have loved with all my heart
i had never
even once,think of dishonouring that love
why?
why do i have to live with
an empty heart
like a living corpse
with no chance
of being saved
