where were you?

u always wanted me to care n be there.

u blamed me for not caring when i really did

n eventhough u think i was not there when u need me,

i was always praying for u.

do i need to tell u out loud?

bcause i did try to tell u.

but u never realize.

never even try to.

i needed you

so bad

but where were you?

i had to swallow it all by myself

u swore to be there whenever things like this happen

u swore.

u were the only living soul that knew

that i tell everything to

the only living soul that i trusted 

so,thank you.

very much.

u got what u wanted

ur dreams finally came true

never needed me

not now not then.

not like i did atleast.

thanks for your ignorance.

thanks for neglecting.

thanks for breaking every single promise

thanks for making me hope

then leave me hanging.

thank you very,very much.