for a second,didnt it ever occured to you that
what im doing is everything like what she was doing?
everybody saw her smiling,everybody saw her laughing
but no one knows what she's going through..
u saw me smile,u saw me laugh
u claimed that i am happy with everything
but you dont know what i went through
what i still go through.
do you need to read all my little diary to be convinced?
everybody can act and pretend sayang
you are not the only one that is hurt and in pain
you can say that i am happy or anything
but you still dont know anything.
i cant help but to wonder
what do you really want dear?
you said you wanted to end up with me,
but you are doing nothing all the while
what if its just too late?
i still wish i could stop you from going
but i dont know what you want
i might be stopping you from
doing something that can make you really happy..
but if i didnt stop you,i dont want you to think i dont care.
im all screwed up knowing nothing n thinking
what i should do.
no matter if you're going now o whenever,
no matter if you're going now o whenever,
please just help me figure you out
just this once
