im sorry
but its time i stop
n continue with my initial intention
i've had fun
thnks to you =)
but it was also painfully numb
i cant be like you sayang
i cant pretend as if nothing ever happened
im sorry
but i just cant
so take care sayang
i know you can get that attention you seek from her or anyone else
just not from me,cause i gave you everythng
n its still not enough,kn sayang?
im sorry i wasnt the one to satisfy your needs
but you dont need me
you never did
i was only needed when no one else was around
at least that's how it looked,n how i felt.
but no matter
cause you n me,we're just the same
a lost person seeking attention
only,i dont ever get mine.
im hppy you found yours
you got her n your buddies
n of cause ur mum.
n when you met her family,
they'd love you
i know they will.
cause you're wonderful sayang.
once they get to know you,
they'll make you family.
not like mine kn sayang?
i was so hurt my family dont like the one person
who loved n understood me
im so sorry for making you hurt too because of them
my family doesnt understand me
they dont even know their broken girl
they dont even care.
so im praying that you'd finally find a place where
you are accepted and where
you are finally happy sayang.
even though i wont get to see
you smile at me like you used to,
or get to see
those deep loving eyes that used to look into mine
it doesnt matter.
i just pray you get all the loving attention that you needed for so long
i just pray that you would finally be really happy
i pray that your heart would finally soften and all warm
im crying sayang
after so long not being able to cry .
i can let you go now
have a wonderful sailing journey ahead
farewell sayang .
have a wonderful sailing journey ahead
farewell sayang .
i pray the best for you
i'll never stop
remmber that .
i love you ,
always .
