Monday, January 16, 2012

wrong signals dear



first off
i can say i miss you's or whatnot cause im single
even to those who have gf(s)
i dont care.coz i can.
second
i thought i clearly said that im going through this whole forgetting thing
n i know you've read it so im wondering 
why all of a sudden you care
n often popping up in my life now
third
if its just that,xpe lagi
but you were(n still are) all lovey dovey with your new gf just yesterday
so why do you keep on texting me:
-suddenly calling me wondergirl (-.-)
-suddenly saying im the mom of your beloved cat when you never acknowledge that ever before
-suddenly saying that you miss me when you havent said it in over a year
-as if im this person more important than your gf
-as if you dont want me to forget you
its not that i dont appreciate it,i do,really.
but please,
im trying to make everyone (you n me) comfortable with each other
right now,what you're doing,is weird n im not that comfortable.
if you want to say what you feel,
say it.
dont beat around the bush.
state it clearly,please.

look,
i love you,yes.
but im also happy now
i can actually(at long last) live my life without constantly be reminded of 
all those things you did that made my life hell
n you did say you wanted to stop whatever it is you wanted to stop
n you did say you want nothing more to do with me anymore
then you did say you just want us to be friends 
but for the last part,
if you really want us to be friends,
you have to let me forget what's left of my feelings for you
just a bit more,..
then we can hang out n laugh our ass off like we're childhood besties
kay?
cause you're giving out all the wrong signals.
and you're making me wonder
what more do you want from me?
do tell.

ps: thank you
     i miss you too.
     but i can say that cause i can
     you cant coz .. its wrong
     and you're not allowed