im so lost
i've been hit by reality but
its like i've been hit by a truck
my heart hurts
it wont stop pounding so hard that it hurts
oh god
what have i done
is it for real now?
im so shocked, i cant even cry
i dont know who to turn to
i miss him
i need him
so bad
all i feel is hollow and pain
why?
how could you do this?
god,pls take away my life
i cant carry on another day knowing that i've lost you
i've really finally lost you
god its so painful
i have nobody now
absolutely no one
i dont want to go back to those dark days of my past
all alone
pls dont leave me
please dont
