gosh,did he just lied to my face?
coz that very night when i was waiting for him for hours
when he got back from what i assume(n hoped) a stdy discussion
he said his exam the next morning was at 8am.
so he made me feel much more guilty for coming than i had already felt
but now,i found out that his calssmates said their exam on tuesday was at 12.not at 8 in the MORNING.
so what was that about?
me,going there to prove i was reallly sorry n get lied to in the face?
wow.but hey,u nver know right?
maybe their exam time was changed in the last minute.
see,i've changed.i've started to think positively of him.
i'll be damned if he still think im an arse.
even after all that.
well,nvertheless,i dont really care if he did lied to me
i just dont,anymore.
coz since that night that i've decided to set him free,willingly,i just refused to be hurt or mind what he's doing.
i did told myself im going to do this free-ur-boyfriend,let-him-do-his-stuff thingy.
so yes,im not gonna be miserable anymore
coz i've let him go with an open heart.
like a saying by richard bach;
"If you love someone,set them free.If they come back they're yours;if they don't they never were"
so yes,
im setting you free,if u come back to me,
then we are really meant for each other..j.
