i dont want to look weak
although i really am physically now
so weak
so i'll just held my head up high for now
so to stop the tears from falling
i've made up my mind
i wont be going home this holidays
i'll spend them by the sea
by myself
since the beach is so vast
ppl wouldnt notice me crying or screaming
its no use going home anyways
theres no one there
i'd rather be really alone then to have put up a fake smiling face at home
i hope the sea swallows me with it
